can SOMEBODY please tell me why we live in a country (USA) that is so OVER RUN with Christians that, instead of living by the Constitution, we live by the fucking bible? It says in the bible that man and man don’t belong together, yadayadayada, but honestly, why is there such a god damn problem with it? Don’t we have this right called “freedom of religion” where we can worship whatever we want? So why are we connecting the fucking bible with our human rights, and forbidding love, and those who love, to be together in holy matrimony? If god really, REALLY made everyone to be equal, then everyone should be allowed to get married. If these christians are “accepting”, then they shouldn’t turn their backs on their “neighbors”, the gays. Sometimes, the USA really fucking disgusts me. It hurts, knowing Amber can never marry Hayley, and my cousin can never marry someone in the future, that gays are ridiculed for just existing. Fuck your close-mindedness and get your heads out of your asses.

how could i have left my best friend. she was supposed to come over Friday and I was going to feed her lime chips and we were going to compare how s. darko will never be as good as donnie darko.

So. Today my best friend has decided she no longer wants to be my best friend. I’m still trying to decide what hurts more: The fact that she doesn’t believe me when I say that I’m not going to leave her, or that I guess she sees me as a link to all the drama in her life. I HATE that. I just want to be there for her but I can’t even fucking do that. Every single February, someone important leaves my life. This time, it was two people. My baby Sarina that I grew up with left, and now my best friend wants nothing to do with me anymore. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again. I kind of just don’t see the point in trying right now. She won’t talk to me and I just feel empty. Tumblr, what do I do?

My parents bought me a car today and I could care less. I had planned a day for us next Friday at this cool go-cart place I found and now I can’t even celebrate it with her. I just don’t know what to do.

I haven’t cried this much in a while

I think I’m gonna join the tennis team

I almost feel like crying for no reason suddenly.

dear girls on facebook: stop sticking your fucking tongue out in every goddamn picture you post you like an idiot and I hate you all.

everybody is naive and looks for the quickest way to get fucked up.

there are idiots supposed to be in college still living at home doing nothing but drinking cough syrup.

I have come to the conclusion I am ill. I have an unnecessary need to control every single little thing that goes on around me and if something goes wrong I can feel the anger build up inside me and I just want to scream. it takes a lot to hold it in.